i was like zzz-ing..~thn "vibrate~"..see..tot wat..then slide down and continue zz...
another one come..follow by another..
then another..so last one i see..tian..
its CCU result..sad to say..boys get 75th..and girls 62th..
quite disappointed..its like we kind of train so hard./..yet still can't meet our target..sianns..nvm..
sad..then continue slp until 2++
yrd whole day at hme rot..rot like hell..rot and rot and still rot..
then today wake up at 10.30..kana woken up by my aunt..grr...ask me wake up pei her go bedok there de temple i think..and she oni give me 15 mins to wash up..bath..change..and tidy up..WTH..but in the end i took 45 mins..and kana scolding by her..lalas...
oh ya..i kana call go becuz today my great grandmother death anni..so bo bian..
every year also muz wake me up..grr...and every year i swear that i'm not going again nxt year..
its like damn long..muz wait for 1 hr ++..etc..thn muz go burn the things like clothes in the damn big de furnace...damn freaking warm..
and i dunno why every year i wear long sleeve..arrgh...thn uncle come fetch us hme..rch hme...SLACK!! thn zzz...until 8.30..wake up..go buy things..haiis...thn do english correction which i owe mdn how for damn long le...so do do do..
then want file english file..but realize my hole puncher spoil le..
nvm..but go buy liao..then online...
thn nth liao..bb..tml got sch...siannS!!
i online ..is it juz because i wanna see ue??
i dunno.. juz hoping to see ue online..tats all??
i dunno wat feeling am i having now..
i'm supposed to give up ..
i'm supposed not to love anymore..
i'm supposed not to care nor give a damn..
but why aren't these happening??
haiis...
如果。你是想挽回一切。。我只能说。。
对不起。。一切都太迟了。。
我只能爱你爱到这里。。
我只要我现在的生活。。那个没有你的存在。。没有你的背影。。你的影子。。没有你留下的痛。。那完完全全没有你的生活。。
也许我很自私。。但我真的真的没有能力再一次受伤害了。。
但是我明白了。。承诺只是人拿来敷衍对方的一句话。。
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