haiz..got so many problem..so stress..dunno wat to do..juz hope i can forget him..anyway thx 4 those who console me..especially claudia,eugene and irwin..thx very much..dunno how to handle so many things at one time..gonna collasped..no mood to do anything..finding things to do to keep myself occupied..so won't think so much..haiz..juz too stress..*******should i accept him??don't wanna get into a relationship anymore..scare of being hurt again..juz wanna concentrate on my studies now..don wanna care so much anymore..feel like crying..need a shoulder to cry on..a guy one maybe..their's are stronger and have sense of secure..haiz..tat's all ba..

Now i seriously feel like dying..dunno wat to do..he promise not to hurt me..but he never keep his promise..i hate him..i expected this day to come at the beginning..but i had never expect it to be so soon...tell me how can i forget him!!!i'm suffering..i'm miserable..i'm really tired...really can't find the reason to live..sobx..sobx..i'm really heartbroken..he hurt me again and again..yet i still love him so much..WHY!!!now should i agree to "him"(cbss not sec1,not him..)haiz..confused..

WHY!!!???all secondary school friends sux!!!except 4 chio bu...diaclauli...vlks...cherie and junjie...TG...the rest sux like hell!!!!especially a galz name...90...always in front of you treat you damn freaking good...behind you talk until like xiao...put words inside people mouth...CBK loh!!!fuck!!!all SUX LAh...but not him la...obvious ba??haiz...PRIMARY SCHOOL frienz are still the best!!!love ya HGP...6.2! rox!!!sobx...damn feel like crying@@!!!!Regret coming to Chong Boon...but still ok la...can meet "someone"..heehee...gonna love him 4eva!!!

Me and claudia...Nice??haha...Siz 4eva...Hope she won't Suspect me Again!!!

Sweet??the bottom right is me!!!nice rite ???it rox loh

Me,leemei,jolene,claudia and one of our senior,zhengliang!!!this was taken after a water fight haha