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hmmm..nth to do..went j8 went "EPIC MOVIE"..with birdie..and the rest..dunno wats the name..its such a LAM!!fucking MOVIE!!nv watch loh..ewww..sux like hell..in the middle of the movie..i suddenly lean on someone shoulder..bleah..dunno why leh..he's like my kor kor loh..but somehow not..i mean not really..aiya..dunno how to put it..then went lan..saw potato and esh..laugh..then dunno go where.sit down there for about 2 hrs..watching him play..damn lame..but quite fun..then around 7 plus..he see me home..but don wan go upmthe first bus..cause not double deck..but the second one still not double seck..then bo bian gotta board..his picture like very the funny..at the same time abit cute....haha..dunno why suddenly at that moment heart beat damn fast..cannot be wat cherie and claudia say de..its TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE...total crap from cherie and claudia..omg!!but wat if it turn our to be a fact..then i die!!Casue suddenly like care so much about him....then today relative came over..got $20 from my uncle..enough to buy my kor present..hmmm..suddenly feel like breaking down and cry..T.T...nvm..today tears almost roll down when i can't find the ticket..dunno why..even if know why also won't say here..very weird..luckily found it in my jean..phew!!the most luckiest is that the jean haven yet gone into the washing machine..phew..:).today like no mood like tat..but someone manage to cheer me up..laugh..

haiz..today so sianz..VALENTINE DAY LEH!!!... ..no one accompany me..only got 2 box of chocolate..1 lollipop..2 sweets..and 33 greeting smses..lol..nvm..receiving more on friday..haha..:)..sianz la..went fot that stupid fieldtrip..damn lame loh..so hot..like anytime will explode loh..phew...bought one small cherry tomato for $2...quite cheap la.. ...can say so??nvm..then after tat went to meet Birdie at amk..kana shua(make fun)by him and his friends..grr.. ...horrible loh..waited for 1hr!!!nvm..while waiting..suddenly saw a familiar figure walking towards my direction..knew its him..but not too sure..tell myself its not him.so pretend nv see first..then when he walk closer..omg..realised its really him..when he;s in front of me..i kinda tearing le....then after tat went forward to ask him who ask him here..thought is birdie..then he say is his friend..he going play pool..shui jiao ni lai de??(who ask you come de)tat's the only thing i dare say..i was speechless..totally shocked to see him there..then watch him walked away..suddenly like got something knocking and pulling inside me..sobx..T.T....its like at that moment..i realy wish i could go forward and....haiz..nvm..black shirt with pink-purple writing and a jean...is wat he wore...haiz..i also dunno why..the more i see him..my "impression" for him will get more and more blur and more and more unclear...and i kinda miss him more..wish to see every single second...haiz..second guy i'm so serious...should be the first guy i'm DAMN SERIOUS!!juz can't forget him..trying damn hard..damn freaking hard...to get him off my mind..and i wanna say sorry to the other one..he himself should know who...its fate that i can nv be with the one i love...nv ever..trying really really hard to forget him..I"M SORRY!!i still love you..<3..haiz..

haiz..juz reach home half an hr ago..went to buy clothes..bought only two tops..haiz..sianz..damn bad mood these few days..:(mood swing ba.. ...nth to do..stop saying those thing you know is not true!!ENOUGH OF HURTING ME??!!wan me break down in front of you??ENOUGH OF LIES!!can't you juz tell me the truth???!!CHEER UP!!!FORCING MYSELF TO SMILE!!living in a miserable world!!LEading a miserable life!!all friends change!!

wahahaha..nice??so nice loh..sooo.PRETTY!!!WAHAHAHA!!!bleah!!CHAN KA LOK!!!SHOCK TO SEE YR NICE FACE HERE..I MAKE UP FOR YOU WOR!!HAHA..

Sianz..dunno wat to do..gonna go crazy le..T.T..nth seems to go well...especially the girl i hate the most keep interfering in my things..damn fucking irritating..

Sianz..yesterday went samantha hse to rehearse..lol..was like not really rehearsing..haha..then after tat..in the night went to valen hse..singing away..then... ....something .... ..... .....nth le..laugh..bleah..can't tell..after that reach home at around 10.45pm..kana scolded..then went to sleep..went out for more than 12hrs..some more sec 2 nia..not even 14 yet..haiz..so young..haiz..

today was like damn slack in np loh!!really hate it when he take us..he don even know how to take squad de loh...like shit!!!was like quite fun ba..a;though don really enjoy it..my class de was like at the hall tat side..then keep showing off bubble tea to me!!!grr..