well.. smth nice juz hpn..sort of
finally..after days of torment.
its getting better..somehow uh..
no u-turn plz, not able to take it further..
buckets of tears shed..for 5ppls..
tired..waking up everyday with red swollen eyes..
kinda tiring.
trying to isolate myself from friends, bt kinda cnt bear to.
so went arcade ytd..play till siao.
finally smile after so "long"..haiis..
learn a really nice lesson..
its also wiser to keep mouth shut..
juz push away escape trip..feel worse.
he add on to my wound..worse..
super sad.
was crying when miracle happens..
happy..can say so..
but it can nv be the same anymore le..
still pain though..

-nt i dun wanna go for *****..understand me pls..