she ♥'s ICE CREAM!!!.

ok guys..back to post..abandon my blog for 3 mths le..
hmm..alot of things had happen in these short short de three mths..
forgotten wat had happen though..haiis..
juz alot alot alot of things..
i realize tat sometimes things are juz not within our control..
i realize tat sometimes we have to accept wat's had come into our way..
we have to accept things the way it is..
Many regrets in my life..
not sorting out my thoughts before doing things .
causing so much hurts and pains to my love ones..
realizing how much its hurts me later
juz wanna apologize to ue.. i'm sry.. but there's no turning back..
ok..then study so called hard for exam..thn at least nt bad..effort nv went down the drain..
will work harder de!!!!

then in may..alot of things happen..
i'm force to make a decision..things were spreading everywhere..
words were all over...asking me to do this and tat..
and if i do..i would nv regret.. wat is these??
when i'm nt even sure whether i wan anot..
yes i admit it did cross my mind..but nv can i bring myself to do it again.
its like some were pulling me to the yes side ..while some pull me to the no side..
i'm tired..
but at least finally i made up my mind..
had my own thinking and decision..
i chose to avoid and run away..
i chose to give it all up.. and start smth new..
i swear tat i'm nt gonna regret it anymore..juz too many regrets in my life le..
juz due to me nt having the courage to do wat i wan..and always a follower..
doing wat others wan me to do... smth like a puppet..omg..no more of this!!

maybe now tat i'm far away from it.. it won't bother me anymore..
but i'm wrong..it nv happen.. it juz keep haunting me like nobody business..
arrgh~!! juz unable to control my emotions the way i wan it to be..
juz wan ue to know.. its a regret not able to cherish wat i've..
i realize its too late..
but when ue realize it..its even later..
juz wan ue to know..
nv will it fade away..nv will it vanish..
but kept in here forever..

-Dun sit here and play with my heart.
dun heate me when i've finally move on;
and let somemone else fix wat ue've tore apart.-

ok..lets see..had a number of course these holiday..
nt bad..quite fun..but lecture all the way is like shit...
falling aslp is like so damn common in the harmony hall during the lecture..
and i've to go to the toilet almost more than 8 times per lecture..
to wash up and slack..lols..

oh ya..we had annual camp in june..kind of fun..but tiring ..campfire and sing-a-long and bathing time is the best part of the whole camp..~~whee~

then last week we know our post le..
hoho..AIC~~lalas..
nv expect it before though..
kind of hpy..:))

then we went for our Cip ..volunteer for saucony passion run..
both the registration and actual..kind of fun..hahas..

had star programme for this and tat..
then fri srill gt meeting,.cool..busy busy busy..
dunno wat to do for the special walk..
like so lost like tat..haiis nvm..lols..

then next is obs..hoho..
nt rlly looking forward to it ..haiis..
tired..*yawns*..
ok thats all..

may be a while later before another post appear..lols..

bb..:DDDDDD

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你那么爱她
直到爱消失你才懂得去珍惜
身边每个美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

手放开
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来眼睁睁看情变坏
人怔怔看情感概

不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待

我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害