now here to post again..
tml Nco's camp..
hoping to enjoy it..
preparing myself for it ah..lalas..
muz be high!!
and now start with the post..
sry for whatever crap tat....... is talking about..
i'm not treating ue like an idiot..
its juz oni THIS TIME~!
no other meaning..
ue can choose not to believe it..
have ue ever though of asking me??ue did not..
then how ue expect me to understand ue??
ue say i dun treasure ue as a daddy last time..
then now i trasure ue as a friend..
then ue wan come find things for me when i'm beginning to face ue aft wat happen last time..
so now wat??
i had to say sry..for wat i write..
but i did nth WRONG..by confronting her..
and i'm firm with this..
ue may have done a lot of things for me..
but.. sadly..i didn't realized it..
maybe i too slow..or nv pay attention to it..
juz thx for everything..and i'm sincere...
-The end-
now another one..
i'm sad to say..
its not a false alarm..
or perhaps..not rlly a false alarm
i dunno..
seems to have..gotten over..
i dunno also..
but all the things jol tell me..
i seems to be burning hot..
maybe..or cuz i'm too warm ??i seriously dunno..
i juz know tat..the pain for him no longer seems to be there..
but i can still feel it deep down inside..tears will juz flow down..
but i'll wipe it myself..
no longer need anyone in my life..i can be alone..i can be independent..
i can be who i am and who i wan to be..
though i know tat..--i still love ue..deep down..i've nv given up..
ue will always be the pain inside..
though everythings over..can i still love ue??
can i ??lols..nvm..
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We pass eachother .You look at me, and keep on walking.Wow, you cover up so well.Nobody would know we used to be lovers.
Sometimes when i look at you, i become sadly aware that all of the things I used to feel for youare still there.
It's funny how certain things trigger memories, songs, & smells.Some make you sad, and somemake you close your eyes, andfor that moment you are captured in the past.
**Moving on without yuuu' Yeah it was hard;But look at where Iam,So much further from where you are.Proviing 2myself,I don't need no one else;;Lifes only hard if you let it be,I finally learnt to trust myself, with me.
&& she just smiles and walks away.. Coz she knows hes happy and thats all that matters..
True love is when you see him with that other girl and the only thing you can say is" I want him to be happy , and obviously I cant be the one to make his day anymore"
I knew it from day one. Like seeing a puddle and stepping right into it. Knowing the puddle would be my tears if I were standing still.
Tears are the words my heart uses to explain when my fake smile cant cover up my pain .
This is the story of my life & I write it every day. and I hope you're by my side when I write the last page
The only time that falling in love hurts is when there is no one there to catch you...
Why Does Trying To Forget You Hurt So Much, It's Not Like You Cared Anyways..
*******I thought i loved him but then u walked in and my heart skipped a beat i know im so confused i dont know what 2 do
promise I will never forget the day we kissed or the day we met. The sky may fall and the stars may too but in the end I will still love you....
You tell that you love me that you are always mine you tell me that its forever you cannot bear to see me cry buti'm afraid to say i love you to look you into the eyes i'm afraid to say you're everything i cannot bear to tell you a lie . .
Bcuz of u..im afraid to love again**
Force a smile, blink away the tears. I'm supposed to be strong, to have no fears. But I'm finding it hard not to frown.I'm such a strong person. Why am I breaking down????????????????
"She will chase you for a while; but there's going to be a day when she's gonna stop running in circles around you..She's going to get over you and at that very moment, you're going to wish you had let her catch you..
"You are everything I wantYou're so pure and trueI love you with everything I haveAnd I love everything that you do.
I must be a pretty good liarfor you to honestly thinkthat everything's alright.
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