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Monday, September 17, 2007

yoyo..
back to posting again..
saturdy went for np service day lor..
nth fun..very tiring..

after tat went j8 with jo n feli..
then went east coast beach with feli..
tats all..
today-->17..T.T
haiz..
jiu ming ah..

I dun wan anymore!!
i;m tired!!
i'm giving up!!..i;m not gonna continue hoping anymore..
no more!!
i;m gonna live my own life..
life without him..
but can i do it??very pain..T.T..

i doubt so..maybe??
haiz..nvm..
trying damn hard..T.T..
haiz..
tired of all these..
sobx..

nth le..
maybe abandoning my blog for a week or maybe a mth..haiz.
sorry..byebye


Friday, September 14, 2007

(service thing de booklet)
yoyo..back le..
haiz..nth much today..
except today training damn funny..
we gotta take out our socks n wear our shoe..yucks!!
then do alot of crap..
had pt..then after pt..
went on for drills..
damn funny..we learning new drills..
then marching ma..
"left left left right left..."
then suddenly officer come down..
then i shout attention de ATT...
jo continue and we shout "attention"..
then say "GOOD afternoon sir"
then we carry on marching like siao..
then m'am they all also laughing..
then after tat..we doing all the
"kiri buseng..kana buseng"(dunno how to spell)
then actually turn 90 degree nia...cheryl n jo go turn 360 degree..
then after tat..when we march off for break..
jo turn wrong way..supposed to turn right but she turn left..
then her face was like shock when she see chin yang..cause she at the same row as me ma..then we the right side row..she turn wrongly..
end up all of the others was facing her..
n she was like "SHOCKED"
as explain by dun hui..lol..
damn funny ..
then for me is..we marching..then got water..
sir purposely wan us to bang ma..
then i march march ..then saw water..
i siam.. walk out then walk in again..
the dunhui laugh..say i clever
matching can "siam"(avoid) one..lol..
then today pt was like.."WTF"..
damn damn damn ... lor..haiz..nvm..
but overall training was quite fun..lol..
then went mac..
saw wilson they all walking with the CI's..
then me feli n jo pretend we studying..
take out fulscap paper n read..
NOTE:its blank de..lol..
then wilson say
"wa..so guai ah..study.."
we were like wtf..
the jo purposely go show him the fulscap..
then say some ,...maths equation..
then we laugh like hell..we n feli take a few pic..lol..
funny de pic lor..
got time i post..

then tml got service day..sianz..haiz..
using the service booklet to guide us on wat to say//
knock door by door..lol..haiz..
now going off le..byebye!!

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Monday, September 10, 2007

halo..hahax..back again..
hmm..so sianz these few days..
today went class..first thing they say is today got oral..
me n jo was like..WTF???oral??...
we didn't even know lor..
then nvm..

today science lesson learn chapter 5 & 6..LOL..
whole class like damn enthu..lol..
but throughout wholeday wasn't in good mood..
mood swing..
but nvm..haiz..
sianz..trying my very best to forget n not rmb..
but..it hurts..
trying to smile when yr heart is breaking hurts more than anything..
very pain..T.T..
nv had this type of pain b4..haiz..
i cannot take it le..
dun torture me anymore plz..
kindly..juz leave my heart..
i can't take it anymore..
i gonna collaspe anytime..help..
the worse i've ever felt in my 14 years..
the most painful..
the most scary..the most hurting..
i dunno wat to do..
juz take my pain away plz..
i dun wanna suffer anymore..
he seems to be very happy??
while i'm crying away..sobx..
nvm..forget it..
its time for me to get over it..^^.

nth much le..byebye...


Sunday, September 09, 2007



Boo!!halo!!i'm back!!haha..
hmm..firstly..let me thx u guys for yr support!!muackx!!^^
kk..Went another hse stay on thurs..
juz came back here..


let's see-->
Friday-->injection!!
damn funny..the nurse ask me.."miss..u scare ah??"
i say yup..very scare..
she laugh..
then i think of something..then laugh out..
the nurse laugh n ask me wat happen..
i say nth..she say"why dun wan share yr joke with me.."
LOL..hand still a bit pain..haiz..
saturday-->nth!!grr..T.T..
juz hang around at home..this time is not the dog bully me..
but me bully her!!WAHAHAHA..

Tian ah.mummy check me msg!!T.T..i nv delete..
luckily..she nv really scold..juz say why i lie to her i no stead..
but prob now is this is 1mth ago le lor..lol..
instead of confiscating..she give me another phone..
but not using..keep as spare one lor..lol..
sunday-->which is today..went restaurant makan..da jie birthday.
my sis birthday actually not today de..but..
cause sunday everyone free..weekday i got school..lol..
went makan..tian ah!!can't believe it..i wear SKIRT??!!!cool.
my sis was like shock lor..lol..nvm..
then saw my cute cute cute darlin..CHLOE..^^..so cute....... ..... .....^^^^^^^^^^^^^.hehex..

then now at home using com..sianz la...
haiz..tml..school reopen le..sianz..i dun wan..
i wan to stay cheerful..
so i might decide to go back home straight home after school..
maybe??LOL..
sianz la..nth much..
byebye^^..
你的冷漠与不理睬让我渐渐学会放弃。。 你的不闻不问让我对你的热情,期待, 真诚,与希望。。渐渐淡去。。 在我脑海里。。你的样子已经渐渐模糊。。 你的狠心。。你的欺骗。。和你给予我的伤害。。 让我渐渐清醒。。渐渐得学会放手。。 而我也已经学会了—〉不再牢牢地抓着不属于自己的“幸福”





Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Pic taken at angie birthday..(nv put all)..


dia..leemei n joc

me n leemei..tian ah!!

me n dia..FRAME!!

ADrain!!lol

dia n leemei


me n dia..lol..

leemei n tz..

me n dia..

me n leemei

dia..leemei n me..



we n angie cake..lol..

we..NICE ONE!

me n dia..lol..Twist!!

me..dia n angie..

me n dia again..haiz..lol..



Hey guys..back to posting le^^.
Finally..hahax..

skin change le..but then hor..very dark..dunno why..

sianz..nvm..

hmm..
nth to do de lor..
add a new column..:QUOTES"..
nowadays we girls kind of crazy over quotes..??hmm..nvm
hahax..

Event that happens..

+watch "secret"..(can't rmb the date..)

+then sunday went for angie birthday party..
+yesterday went to watch 2 movies.."dead silence" n "Hairspray"

I was like hiding for the whole movie(dead silence)..scary..
lol..then sad lor..
friday gotta go for injection tat i nv went when i was baby..T.T..
ke lian rite..hahax..
nvm..
sianz..
nth le..haiz..byebye..
will update more le..
won't abandon my pathetic blog anymore..^^..


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