she ♥'s ICE CREAM!!!.

Friday, June 29, 2007

haiz..stress!!!dunno wat to do..

"HIM"
*broke all promises..
*didn't contact me for about a week..
*forget about me..T.T..
*nv care at all..
*doesn't hate him..
*beginning to forget him..

HIM..
*say he will wait ..but nv..
*nv care about me..(care for the sake of caring..)
*hates me..
*not trustworthy..
*Two headed..(here say this..there say tat)
*never was serious..
*beginning to can't livewithout him..not used to life without him..

CONFUSED>>MISERABLE>>STRESS>>CRY OFTEN>>TOTAL BREAKDOWN!!!!

i was waiting for you in the rain..for you to come back..but you didn't..tears roll down..

hurts..tell out everything to make me feel better..but am i really feeling better??

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

boo..back to post again..hahax..hmm..quite sianz lor..haiz..nth to do de..
also nth to post..juz post something if case someone say i'm dead lor..lol..
hmmm..its always like this..when i hope tat you are there..you were nv..haiz..why..

firstly..went school today..so happy as i didn't overslept..wahahaha..
haiz..ate 3 big big packet of seaweed..wahahah..nvm..nth le..
tata..

sorry..i really dun dun dun mean it..i nv wanna hurt you..T.T..

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Whee~~back to post!!com spoil for about 1 month plus le..sorry ah!!omg!!!hahax..hmm..finally can use le..but all the info in my com..--->GONE!!T.T..nvm..hahax..sianz...
hmm..plz be prepared to read my ultra long de post!!
hmm..had ATC..omg!!WAS GREAT FUN!!wahahaha..hmm..
i got the best female camper!!lol!!hahax...=D..whee~~
ATC was like..hmm..quite ok..overall was really fun..get to know lots and lots of friends..^^..
hahax..hmm..i was kana caught by the alan sir..cause i keep looking down at the grass..when the very big de sir was talking..
kana pull out..all the way to the back..realised tat lingzheng was there too..
same situation..keep looking at the floor..
then tio punished..keep looking at the ground..T.T..
i relised tat for the whole camp..all 95% of those tats kana caught de is from chong boon de..hmm..sad ah..
hehe^^..GROUP 6--RED SPIRIT ROX!!whee~~~lalala..hahax..
very happy..
now..is about 15/6 n 16/6 de le!!
went to school as helper for np annual camp..we were NCO's for the day o!!hahax..
very fun..can do almost anything we wan..
use phone..walk about..slack about..wahahaha..so fun..
was game master for the amazing race..
me..xuan ru..benjamin n one nco is in the group..
our station was at the playground beside AMk neighbourhood police centre..
then on the way..xuan ru go call xingwei..then ask them come find us..
n they did..gary also got come..hmm...then play play..
a few hrs..then went back school..then had campfire..
then go home..
next day came back again..
had training by mengsiang sir..
do pioneering..lol..quite boring ah..hmm..lol..
then halp out..had water game..wet like hell..lol..
then go home after tat..
nth much..hmmm...sianz..had one incident with feli ..but too lazy to say..hmm..
sianz..nth to do now..lalala...
miss all ATC FRIENDS!!T.T..
the end..

我还是忘不了你。。
发现自己一天比一天更爱你。。
我好怕。。
你对我真的真得很好。。
有困难时。。只有你在我身边帮助我。。
谢谢。。
答应你的东西。。
我都没做到。。
你却没怪我。。
我喜欢你！！。。