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Monday, April 30, 2007

Boo..here to post..not in good mood nowadays..not oni you lor..dun say as if the whole world oni you bad mood....
nvm..lets post..yesterday nv eat ..not nv eat..is nv really eat...totally no appetite..haiz..
haiz..uncle came..he buy food..i eat less than half..about 5 mouth nia..
then dun wan eat le..then suddenly in the noon..around 4plus..receive sms from him..lol..ask me go down letterbox takw something..lol..so went down..
OMG!!was shocked..he at the block opposite..i go open..then..omg..saw the thing..he normally gimmi...
so touched..from near bishan there..cycle all the way to serangoon here..T.T...silly..hehe..^^..
then he go le..so i went back home..
then forget wat i do next le..lol..
Today..went school..was almost late with cherie..cause raining..ground wet wet..so go class assemble lor..the moment i run into class..RINGGGGG....lol..then was panting like a dog..lol..
then had PE..wasn't playing de..cause i go for casulties??(dunno how to spell)then play captain ball..damn funny lor..dia take the ball..screaming away..then when our ball out..it should be the other group de..she hug the ball dun wan let go..LOL..i was squatting there laughing..then everytime we the ball catcher nv catch the ball..the guys sitting there will say.."walao..carmen.."(when its not my FAULT!!)lol..then we win..then vs with the guys..walao..got junbin inside..(my towel..wahahaha)he hit the ball damn hard..grr..lol..then in the end..dunno the result..lol.
then had all crap lesson..lol..then stay back in school..make daryl "angry"..cause go "irritate" him..lol..then he came down..ask me wat happen..cause of something..didn't wan to tell him..dun wan him to know..then someone..either daryl or jo say de..haiz..
then after tat..jo come my hse..he see me home..daryl came along..because jo was there ..lol..then at the bus stop we play the guess bus de game..i say 25..he choose 132..jo say 74..daryl 76..laugh..then i WIN!!wahahaha!!then did the thing at my hse there..lol..he ...me...i ....him..lol..
then like tat lor..went with jo to my hse there buy things..then eat..lol..got 2 guy wan my number..think they playplay nia..wat the..lol..
then but things..then go home..put thing..bring jo to bus stop..came back..bath..then fell asleep on the sofa..lol..then wake up..nv eat dinner..no appetite..then use com..then now post..then now end post..lol..byebye..

Currently-->nth to do..


Saturday, April 28, 2007

hmm..here to blog again..ah..crap..
My back hurts again..lao mao bing le..sobx..
cough getting worse n worse..cough until stomach will pain..sobx..
ke lian de wo..
headache getting better..
running nose too..
cough is the worse now..
backache also no better..
whole body pain ah!!T.T

Hmm..wake up feeling damn dizzy..T.T..
ate nth for the whole day except medicine..
ah..then sleep for 5 hrs from 2 to 6 plus..
wake up..feeling a bit better..
but cough still damn..freaking scary..
then actually wanna eat dinner..but then no appetite at all..
so never eat..
then on com use..
wanna change skin..in the end..
dun wan le..
so nv change..
juz update some part of my template..(the profile..wishes..etc)
he went offline..
coz he go clinic..
due to the injury on his stomach..T.T..sobx..
"he" also sick..but he recovering le..
so many ppl sick de..
jo also sick..
now is wat season of the year??sick season??or wat??
then now posting..ah!!WAT IS "his" USERNAME AND PASSWORD??!!
how come i forget..i created de..yet i forget..omg!!STM!!ah..
cannot cannot!!muz rmb..grr...
haiz..then now chatting lor..haiz..
sianz..nth to do..still trying to figure out the username n password..
HELP ME!!wawa..
nth to write le..
byebye

Currently--->playing tic tac toe..
listening to "i wanna be with you"
thinking of something..(bleah)


Friday, April 27, 2007

^^..today went school..then had all the boring lesson..lol..best is there is no MATHS today..lol..wahahaha..ten after school..went down to study area..purpose was actually to study de..but in the end..lol..me..jo..lm..tz..owl..n dia was there..me n jo sick..she fever..running nose..n cough..me is running nose..soar throat..reach home then fever de..SOBX!!ke lian de wo men..haiz..lol..then mel..daryl..ben also come..daryl with jo..dia with ben..me n mel..lol..did damn lot lot thing....kana caught by mdm uma..due to something..lol..didn't actually realised where i was lying on..cause when i open my eyes..i was like blur blur de..close my eyes n continue sleeping..until i heard uma voice..lol..then lyk tat..lol..then did lotlot of thing with him..omg..at the bus stop..he..me..we..omg!!lol..dunno how to say..there goes it..lol..then went home..blahblah..lol..nth le..

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

BOO!!!was sososo happy today..lol..went school..damn freaking depressed..didn't really talk throughout the whole day..wanted to be alone..haiz..T.T..then after school..went study area..MY PARADISE!!lol..then write n scribble crap on paper...then after tat..he came down at around 3.30..cause before tat he got physics..haiz..then chat chat..tal crap..then he go mac with huii..then huii call me..ask me go mac..he got something to tell me..so i go lor..then he tell me something tat..omg!!grr..then he hold my hand..put inside his jacket de pocket..lol..very warm..then he dun wan let go..when wanna go home..he still dun let go..lol..then we walk to the bus stop..talk crap..play this play that..then play guess the next bus..then he lose..he ..........me..lol..hehe^^...nth le...byebye..^^

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007


jo n daryl holding hand..

feli reaching out for stars

me n jo leg..
me reaching out for stars..



hey..here to post le!!hmm..scary thing happen..yesterday..play true n dare with jo..mel..daryl..vincent..ch..damn lame de..jo so not daring de..took 15 mins to do her dare..in the end..not she do..is daryl do for her..erm..anyway..its still the same result..so nvm..he......me two times..


today..i ......him one time..was really sad..damn freaking depressed.."he" came back school..ask him come down study area.."he" dun wan..say wan wait for teacher..then "he" say i go find him..so i went up..dun dare go there cause his friend there..though i know de..but..not shou at all..so dun dare go..so "he" come talk to me..less than 5 mins..then go le..was like sososo depressed..nvm..then arie came to tell me that he cry..omg..was shock..run to find him,...he dun wanna tell me why..then after tat..when i board the bus..left 3 more stops to my hse..saw his sms..then take bus back to mac..lol..then he tell me the reason..hmm..T.T..it was partly my fault..sobx..then he send me to the bus stop..then i go home..then now posting..now finish le..

currently-->drinking green tea..


Monday, April 23, 2007

Hehe^^...went school today..met angie in the bus..then after that we go meet cherie..then walk to school together...talk crap...nv eat breakfast at all....then go school..OMG!!lee mei first reaction when she saw my hair was..to laugh!!grr...cause cut until damn short..lol..then had pe..was walking all the way with cherie..lol..then came back..they go play games..me n cherie sit down at a corner read books about dog..lol..then go back class..then recess..then after school...went to eat at deyi sec there..then rain..me saw something black..then scream..then run..somemore got thunder n it was raining..jo dash through the road..got alot of car..i was like screaming her name lor..then after that..i run to the middle..then suddenly got alot of car..i step infront..the car "peeppeep"..stand behind also "peeppeep"..dunno wat to do..was like breaking down le..somemore in the rain..got thunder..then in the middle of the road..then i juz run through until i reach the void..squat down n tearing le..
then shivering away..cause damn cold...then went canteen..then went back study area..take out shoe n socks..then jump here jump there..a while then rest le..lol..
then after tat..he came down..he sick..so he lie his head on the table..to cheer him up..i hug him..then..he wake up..take my hand and hug him..lol..then after tat..he hug me..lol..then play true or dare..jo say he muz.......... me..he really go .......me lor..was like shocked..then he send me to bus stop..before i go..i ......him goodbye.......lol...^^..nth le..

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

ok!!here to post ...yesterday affterr school..because got npcc dunno what polish blah blah thing..then before tat..me n jo was at the library..i returning books..then he n daryl come find us..he help me carry my np stuff..then we went canteen..put things..but drinks..then come back..then they go buy drinks..then me n jo take things n walk away..we purposely walk damn slow lor..lol..then we sit at study area...(the best part of the school..love it..very shu fu)..then they both come..jolene in front of me..daryl beside her..he beside me..then we talk talk..jo say wan hug him..but dun dare..then dunno what she say..then me n him hughug..lol...then after tat..jo finally dunno get the courage from where..hug her de him..then me n him was like smiling away..it was like 20 mins after tat..then she dare de..haiz..then suddenly so many ppl walked past..lol..she damn suay..no ppl tat time she dun wan hug..until the time when she dicided to le..ppl came rushing in le..hahax..then they both hold hand..she say we muz do the same..then he go grabbed my hand..lol..then hold lor..but underneath the table..lol..scare teacher see..but lotslots of ppl saw le..np de..ncc de...blahblah..lol...
then had uniform thing lor..polish the shoe will die lor..i like go ruin the whole shoe...nv polish better than after polishing..lol..T.T...took dunno how long..around 2 hrs plus..haiz..then shazly help burn my shoe..polish..bla bla..but it doesn't help..then JOLENE HELP ME!!!wahahah.I LOVE YOU!!polish until quite nice ba..but not to CI standard..tat one is omg..look like mirror lor..zhihui de also quite nice.. ..he polish damn long de..lol..
then after tat..we go outside the classroom..saw situ..bapok(NIANG!!) n kahjui...they sitting there dunno do wat..lol..then niang go ka jiao me..then chase him abit..lol..then tired le..so sit there..wanna "ruin"dia de shoe de..but no chance..WAHAHAHA!!zhihui..melvin..boonhong help her polish..she jump here jump there..go polish boonhong leg..lol..then on the way home.me n dia walk damndamn fast..he dunno can catch up anot..then before i got the chance to cross the road..he hold my hand..lol..
now..is today de turn le..had speech day..quite a success...i OVERSLEPT!!omg..if jolene never call my hse..i really dun need go march le..lol..then MARCH..blahblah..lol..then sfter tat..went mac eat..then go amk..with zhihui..elina..jason..mandy..melvin..shuwei..mika n myself..then go void deck eat their food..wanna buy drinks..so he pei me go all the way to mac..on the way back..then he hold my hand..lol..
then went amk sec..change into full u..coz going HTA..lol..see siti they all march...then on the bus...we did something underneath the jacket..lol..was really happy..but he thought i'm not..T.T..haiz..
then was perspiring at the hta..the sun shine directly on me..lol..T.T..then they go lot 1..i nv go..dun feel like..somemore its quite late..so nv go..went home..on the way..was thinkinh about alot of things..haiz...was actually quite scare..cause i was alone...but dun wan admit to him..lol..then reach home..on com..then posting..then end post le..byebye..
loving you more..

但是。。你喜欢上我。。是你一时糊涂。。是你一辈子的错。。你会后悔的。。

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

HEHE!!^^..happy ba!!lol..
today went school..then during math lesson..something really f..happen..really really really hate maths lor..especially the teacher..grr...then he sms me..was shock..then chat a while nia..cause he free period..
then after school..went with jolene to canteen..had a mini quarrel..he not good mood.i also ma..
then nv talk..attempting to do tat again..but nv succeed..haiz..stupid daryl goh..i know is you go inform him de lor..grr...LATER I BITE YOU AGAIN!!


lol..sianz lor..then after tat..he some study area sit with us..i go take my bag and sit at another table..then a while later..around 10 mins later..he come sit infront of me..keep staring at me..i dunno how to react..but to keep on drawing n drawing..scribbling crap on my book..lol..very nervous..then a while later..he go grabbed my hand..wan see my hand..cause..lol..then i dun wan let him see..then like tat lor..
then did something..shocking..scary..lol..but quite happy ah..(can;t say wat thing)
then went mac find him..then walk walk with him..to the traffic there...then i go le..lol..
then posting now..OH YA!!i fell down the stairs after school!!T.T..PAIN!!lol..but now ok le..lol..
你有我的人。。不代表你有我的心....因为我的心在他那里..

byebye..nth le.^^

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007



MUACKx!!!lol..was sosososososo happy..lol..

lets begin with yesterday..lol..he got training..so i waited for him..at the canteen..lol..was playing with ain..siti..n jo...lol..lol..took lots n lots of pic..lol...but all in jo cam..haiz..she nv upload everything..due to some reason..then i fell asleep...while jo was drawing some crappy thing..lol..
heard lotlots of noise..then wake up..saw the sec 3 np de..but he was not there..turn around..saw him..he walking towards my direction..
Before tat..i stand up n wear my skirt...dun worry..got wear pe shorts inside..cause before tat..playing,...then the skirt very extra..so take out..lol..
then when i was wearing..i turn my head..OMG!!his face was there..was shock..lol..bleah..lol..
then angie n diyan ps me..then i walk with him..all the way to cb market..lol..then wait for angie to buy bubble tea..i stand there wait..then zhihui come..he ask whether i eating anot..i say no..he got "scold" him..why let her wait so long..see her home le"..then he suddenly grabbed my hand...lol..in front of damn freaking lots lots of band member..was like shock..but the way he hold is friend type de..lol..haiz..
today...went school..then some stupid thing happen..dun wanna say..
then after school got rehearsal..train train..then went mac after tat..then he see me to the bus stop..omg!!MIKA..PEY KOOn..all know le....noe chatting woth _ _ _ _ _ _..he tell me all his poly thing..lol..first tim ehe so talkative..lol..
dardar..I LOVE YOU!!hahax..
the end..byebye


Monday, April 16, 2007

Sianz..sad too..he founded out tat i ..............haiz..dun wa him to know..he wan me to promise him lot of thing..but i scare some i cannot..scare i break it..i dunno why..loving him more as days go by..but does he know??haiz..nvm

Today got np training..wa seh..damn tired..kana pump..cause i was late..feli n jo waiting for me..then pump together..lol..due to some reason..sad..haiz..

then he come take our squad for a while..sweat was dripping like hell..T.T...
he nv dare to do anything bold..haiz..sianz..nvm..
after Np..went mac with huii..mel..jo..ain..siti..to makan..was chatting away..n indeed mel say something..tat spoil my appetite..so disgusting..lol..then give everything to ch..lol..

不要轻易说爱。。许下的承诺是你欠下的债。。
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实。。但我错了。。
你坦白一切留给我决定。。是多么的自私。。
在我装身之前你看不到我流泪的样子。。

not in blogging mood..but juz post for the sake of posting..

haiz..then went home..reach home at 8.30..kana scolding??NO LA!!miracle lor..first time..laugh..hahax..lol..haiz..the bath online..then now posting..haiz..nvm then..
gtg..nowadays..my post damn short..lazy to write...no mood..haiz..
byebye..^^??


Saturday, April 14, 2007

went school for speech day rehearsal..lol..then march march..then he come amk hub find me..to pass me thing..then did some eye contact n then i was like trying to give him chance le lor..but its he himself dun wan make the first move..lol..nvm...then went home..mop n sweep floor..sad..ke lian..T.T..a really short post..byebye..


Friday, April 13, 2007

Was really really really sad..心痛。。为什么你会支持我这么做。。很痛。。took really lots of courage to send tat to him..and it was "him" who encourage me..痛得没眼泪了。。WHY??真得很痛。。

nvm..lets begin..today went school lor..as per normal..was keeping really quiet before recess..dunno why..dia keep playing with my nose..grr..then jolene father came down to report the harrassment case to mrs menon..miss chin was there too..need write statement//.then after school was the most fun de..we finally founded out whose tat guy who keep harrassing us le..thx to RYMAN!!he go bring their bag down..in order to lure them out..it WORKS!!PERFECTLY WELL!!
firstly..they keep looking down at us for dunno how long..then i go ask them come down..took me 5 mins before they understand my hand signal.. ..dotx..then they come down..we question them like dunno wat lor..suddenly more n more ppl join in the crowd..lol..one senior..(had better not mention the name)..wilson..junliang..xuan ru....
then question until dunno how long..use lots of method..gangster de method..nice nice de..talk nicely to them..they act blur..ask them this they answer another thing..damn fed up..they juz keep lying n lying..keep pushing the blame to each other..lol..tats totally lame..lol..was like..wan laugh..but cannot laugh..dunno why..LAUGH!!kekeke..then after tat..the senior go use nice nice method..dun wan listen..then bo bian scream n shout at them..lol..guy number 1 say that guy name yx is his cousin..then after tat..number 2 say he dunno him..then say he know again..then say is his primary school friend..dunno wat crap lor..then in the end..number 1 betray number 2..say the phone is in his shoe..number 2 keep dun wan take out..say got something..cannot take out..keep finding reasons n excuse..then nvm..then wilson damn angry..got pull out his shoe..got phone inside..then use the number to call ryman phone..there comes the truth..lol..THE PHONE RANG..AND ITS THE GUY WHO HARRASS US DE NUMBER..wahahaha..!!caught!!then bring him to general office..see mr shaw..vice principal..wahahaha...so happy..then mr chaw say he will keep hi there..then we so sarcastic lor..keep saying.."ah..i very scare leh..he got gang de leh..scare leh..how.."LOL!!so fun lor..then after tat..we have to write statement AGAIN..write 2 times le leh..grr...
then me..jason..zhihui..jolene..leemei..jocelyn..tingzhi..chiahao..ryman..junliang..play at the study area..until like hell lor..damn fun..run here run there...then ,elvin join in..but he sit at one corner..with zhihui n jason..after tat..me jason n zhihui..sit there and chat lor..see each other phone..n sms..lol..wahahaha..zhihui wan de..then dia RC finish le..sit sit..play play awhile..then go home le..
nth le..


Thursday, April 12, 2007

Boo...here to post again..wake up damn early in the morning..5.20..wash up..bath..then meet potato..i wss late..then went YCK together..he chiong there the moment he get out of the mrt station..coz he got RC duty..muz reach at 7..haiz..then after tat..i went meet cherie..go buy drinks n food...then after tat..
walk to the stadium..then had national anthem..then some crappy talks by principal..and then sports day start le..I got NP duty..position judge??..so we sit in the shade near the finishing line..cause the first part of it is the games..blah blah..then we nth to do..so slack lor..we n feli sit on the dunno wat thing..laughing n listening to music..from 8.10 to 9.15..then the race start le..i taking note of Lane 2..red house..then chat with teachers n NCO..zhihui n jason keep wanting to to take me n feli pic for the NP newsletter..oh pla zla..NEVER lor..use yr brain..then after tat..i was standing n holding onto one pole..lol..mr wong wanna take down the pic..i quickly cover..he say..wa..not bad.. know i taking ah..OMG!!for goodness sake..ppl can see from the side of the eyes de ah..lol...
then juz when i was like so happy jumping ..so enthu..enjoying the looks on the runners face.see them suffer..stella came running down..grabbed my hand and say i muz run the 4x400 relay..then i keep saying no..dragged the"arguement" for about 5 mins..then i say i got duty..then she ask mr mok to excuse me..i was signaling to him..keep shaking my head..luckily he say no..but tat toopid jason go ask me"you wat duty"i say lane 2..red house..he say"nvm..i help you..i take over you..you go run for yellow hse"WAT THE..i got the urge to strangle him n zip up his mouth..grr...then stella pull me..i bo bian..put all my things down and go lor..walao..i damn long nv stepped on to the track n run le lor..some more this one is last minute de..grr...haiz..the last time i ever step on to the track was p6..around sprtember...coz got track n field competition..ONE YEAR AGO LE!!...T.T..nvm..stella first runner..minfeng second..i third..then tartee(dunno how to spell)last runner..stella run first..think she run second or third..not sure..cause too nervous le..nv go notice..then minfeng run first..then my turn le..take the baton..but think hand tremble...then drop the baton..i picked up..then the rest still running..then i turn and run ..nv sprint..oni run at a constant speed..then i was the first..pass to tartee..i straight away knee down on the floor le..then after tartee run the second..so we get in second lor..then continue with my duty..then came the CCA run le..we were like keep scrreaming"NP!!"clap"" n "ZHIHUI GO!!"lol..then in the end we got the 4th..nvm..but TRACK N FIELD got FIRST!!!GO TRACK!!lol..so happy..then take medal../*/*/*
went TPY after tat..with mdm tay to buy books for the library..before tat..she treat us KFC..cost about $42.30..if i'm not wrong..then we had a "short meeting"..lol...then go popular buy books le..choose 8 baskets of books..but in the end oni choose 4 baskets of books..cause some is either we took le..school have le or not nice..oh ya..we still need to conduct a story tellin session..me n lee mei pair up..think we taking second or thord de session..muz come hor!!then we go shop shop around..saw alot alot of jars..those tats use to keep paper stars..etc..wanna but de..to put the hearts..cause i dun wanna mix it with the 99..lol..but in the end..nv buy..next time then buy..
then mdm tay treat us again..total she spent about $60 to 70 on food le..thx..then went shop around TPY..leemei n jocelyn bought a blue bag..then me n angie talked in the bus..for about 35mins ba..then i go home le lor..then now posting le..theh nth le..byebye..

NOTE:I POST LE HOR!!DUN SAY I SLOW LE!!

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Boo..here to tag..was almost late for school..cause wake up..walk to the living room..then "piak"..i "collasped" on to the sofa..and sleep again..until 6.30..wake up by my grandma screams!!then faster go wash up..bath..then tie hair..reply sms..then rush to school..in class during music lesson..mdm ismail nv teach..so free time..then karabo..rasheed..n terence come to our table and ka jiao..karabo act like some gay lor..lol...then chat chat..laugh laugh..then had the lesson i dreaded the most....MATHS!! haiz... ..grr..wanna sleep de..but..#$%%^&&**...blah blah..then after school go j8 buy powder?jolene also have de..is she buy first.. ..
then went to the study area..which is linguistic paradise..then do hw there..but end up playing with..chiahao..siti..ain..jason.. zhihui..daryl n kenneth..lol..lol..was like damn fun lor..then he like very the sleepy..very the bad mood..haiz..then fall in march march..zhihui was like crazy lor..play until siao le lor..i still owe zhihui50..in the end founded out its playplay de..grr...
but still kana pump 15 nia..nvm de..lol
then went mac..lol..got something..lol..so sweet...hehe^^..
pic on my msn dp..lol..i nv say i dun forgive you..why you so silly..hahax..i'm bad..i;m evil..hehe..wahahaha..T.T...lol..
then go home..open it..was shocked..but surprise..hehe^^..didn't think tat he will do all these..99 hearts..chang chang jiu jiu..smilex..
kk..nth le..byebye..
tml sports day..meeting cherie at 6.45..then going eat breakfast..with ryman they all??not sure leh..nvm..
byebye..this time really byebye le..lol..


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

WA!!!TODAY DAMN UNLUCKY!!GRR!!
after school..got np..then went toilet change into mufti??or muftee??not sure..then left wallet in the toilet..then when i went back find..cannot find le..was like gonna cry le..inside got alot alot of thing lor..name tag..photo.lucky the photo still in good condition..lol..but the tag..gone..ALL THX TO SOH ZHI HUI..grr...
cause..when i was like bz pouring out all the thing in my bag..he ask me go search the toilet bowl..then i go see..OMG!!all my things inside..!!CRY!!then zhi hui came in..he got take out some of it i think..then accidentally!!=he go flush down the name tag!!OMG!!!kill me!!i was like break down lor..beat himm..push him..like some mad girl like tat..lol..then after tat..went around finding..found my wallet outside the toilet..its inside the pail..wat the..then now oni my money..ez link..n name tag gone..all gone FOREVER!!sobx...T.T..but nvm...he not purposely de..if he purposely de...i'll skin him alive!!
sad..muz pay 20..as said by loren..T.T..lost 15..dao tie 20..BROKE LE!!
haiz..sianz la..found out something le...heehee^^..so sweetxx..cannot say...wahahaha..
byebye nth le...sobx...sad today..damn bad mood.....YOU!!!CHEER ME UP LEH!!T.T..


Monday, April 09, 2007

ki kabin or ki katoshi....my jap name..sponsor by birdie..lol..


lets begin..Kenneth suddenly called me yesterday night at around 12.32..then straight away say.."wa..ni zhe ge bai chi..hai mei you shui ah"=.="..lol...then at around 1 am..adrain called...then chat chat..talk crap..until 2.20..tat bitch..kenneth luah..fell asleep..grr...me n adrain was like trying damn hard to wake him up..he shout n on music loud loud..but its totally useless...
lol..
grr...then hang le..sleep..
then wake up go school..meet cherie..i was in 7-11..buying things..she came in..then we walk to school..haiz..then had PE..like shit lor..we were walking..for 2 rounds..chatting away..singing and playing..joking..until the last round..someone tell me something..which make me really lost..i walk infront of them..then suddenly they call"men"..i didn't wan to listen..i run to the end...the foyer..then i keep quiet throughout..somehow like not my usual self..cause normally i talk alot alot alot de..until they can't tahan me..lol..then i diam diam almost most of the time..haiz..
then when i saw him i dunno how to react..
haiz..after tat..went cb mark with lm..dia..cheryl..owl..mushroom n nienie..lol..then eat abit nia..
no appetite..after tat..went school..was kana drag into the captain ball thingy..anyway..its useless.as i was standing there..looking at the ball fly here fly there..then after tat play with jolene ..she almost kill me..i go tell her lao gong..haha..then after that play like hell..i keep talking crap..then daryl say"yr english very the POWDERFUL ah..lol..cause i was like speaking crappy broken english..lol..play like hell..then chia hao they all come..haiz..play water fight with him..like dunno wat lor..somemore i wearing white clothing..I ZOU GUANG LE!!grr...he say..can see everything inside..i was like thinking.."do you know tat i'm angry with you??"he can't tell ba..nvm..
then after tat went home..he sms me.. dun wan to reply..i dunno how to act happy when i dun..i seriously dunno..didn't reply..until msn he ask me..then i say out everything..
then quarrel..dunno if should forgive him..i ........on the phone with Ch..haiz..why!!sobx...T.T..
haiz...nvm..then now still deciding lor..haiz....nvm
nth le..byebye,...


my jap name?? (ji jiamin)
ki katoshi
Or ki kabin

SIANZ!!

chin karaku…..vic de jap name..(chen jiale??)
the rest i dunno le


Sunday, April 08, 2007

me..jolene n feli in half u..lol..(stolen from jolene)



hmm..wat to post today??wake up at 12.30..sms him..cause yesterday sms halfway..i zzz...so then he suddenly say dun wan talk to me..was like SHOCK??then after tat..i ask why..he say send wrongly.. . ...dotx..then sms sms..think one or two nia..then he nv reply le..then another one sms me..chat chat..then gastric pain..then after tat headache..take medicine..feel better..
then watch the show Lavender again..watch alot time le..but feel like watching again..
then eat dinner.as "instructed" by him..haiz...
then now online..hate it when "he" tell me all those thing..really dun feel like replying..think he know..cause i like very the..bu xiang reply..keep saying one word nia..haiz..sianz..stop telling me all those thing..hate it..
then now birdie giving me sexual education??lol..damn sick la..grr...
nth le..

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Saturday, April 07, 2007




hmm..kinda miss my primary school..HOUGANG ROX!!lol..
Today early in the morning..lao gong call me..gimmi morning call..lol..cause got np training..he call at 8:31:36..then i pick up..he say wake up le..then hang le..then i dunno why..continue sleep..he call again at 8:41:56..i pick up..he say haven't wake uo ah..i ask wat time..omg..8.42 le..kill me..i was like..omg..shit shit!!late le..damn funny loh..when i think of how i react..i can't stop laughing..haiz..lol..then faster rush..go wash up..then bath..change to muftee??or mufti??dunno..is half u without belt..np shoe n beret..then cause i like already late le..so rush to the bus stop..then the moment alight from the bus..run to Mac...cause meeting ain..siti n feli there..when i reached there i was like panting..feli ask me.."you run 2.4km ah??"...grr... ...lame ah..then we had a damn light breakfast..then go school..change to half u..muz tuck in cadet tee..and then put belt..omg!!ONE WORD=NERD!!then got take down onr picture in jolene phone..lol..pey koon help take de..then the first thing we fall in is pumping..cause is late 1 min 10 pumpings..we late for 10 mins..so is 50..but sir minus minus until left 20 nia..my squad really very jia lat..oni 6 turn up..me..jolene..felicia..chinyang..xuan ru and hong leong??dunno how to spell..nvm..march a while..but cause squad to small..then pathetuc!!=go join Red cross squad..grr..their training really very the...no offence ah..haiz..NP break is 10 mins 15 mins de..their is 2 min 3mins de..omg..worse..under the SIR>>crap la..still like our np better..then a while later..we so extra..cause np got baton..rc dun haf..then when doing baton drill oni we 6 ppl do nia..den after tat..break..then separate squad le..laugh..so happy lor..Erm..Rc..no offence ah..juz prefer to be on our own..i mean in our own squad..haiz..then zhi hui and jason sir go take the red colour container..then take bamboo pole and say its a "drum"..then when marching half way..zhi hui was beating the beat..then crack..there goes the container..was quite fun lor..except for the period where we join RC..i;m serious..i dunno how to say la..juz tat really prefer to be in our own squad n cca..seriously no offence ah..juz saying out wat i thinking nia..


then after tat..play games at the linguistic paradise..play two games nia..then chat chat about our ATC camp..then can go home le..then sms him..


me feli n jolene went j8..go take neo print


then he tell me that he run in the rain..when i tell him dun wan..grr...then i dun wan reply his msg..one reason is cause i taking pic..another is i angry..haiz..


kk..the after tat..went shop shop..then go home..feli come my hse..then after tat..i see her to the bus stop..lol..still raining la..then someone worry wor..laugh..heehee^^


then after tat GASTRIC PAIN..cause nv eat ..oni take damn light breakfast..cause no appetite..haiz..nth le..byebye..


Friday, April 06, 2007

Primary 1




Primary 3


Primary 4



Primary 5



Primary 6


BOO!!was really tired..had training..actually not really training..is whole school speech day rehearsal..then march march..then break time tat time..CI teach the dunno wat fancydrill??was lame..didn't wan to do..but bo bian..muz e hyper beh..haiz..tired..trying to get back the feeling..but i dunno where izit..how to go find??teach me!!T.T..haiz..FEELING!!-->where in the world are you??!!!... .... ....haiz..... ....sianz..now new problem coming..haiz..really tired..tired of searching le..should i give up??haiz..
tml still got training..for supporting cont...T.T...ke lian..muz fall in in half U..haiz..haiz..think next saturday also got rehearsal..then the next sat de next sat is Speech Day liao..T.T...sad..scare..dun wan..jkjk..muz stand damn long i think..under the sun..wonder what if it rains??hmm..lol
sianz..yesterday whole night cannot sleep..keep thinking about alot of things..yet still very confused..haiz..thinking=>should i try to get back the feeling??or should i juz give up??and carry on??haiz..nvm..
Bye bye..


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Pictures!!
My art..lol..



love this pic..(above)haha.
Me n Fongyee!!

Our shoes..left mine..right hers..hei bai liang dao..lol..

Me box her..



Took those pic with my 8yrs friend..haha..meet her when i'm at my void deck..about to go home..then decided to talk as we very long nv see each other le..then from 3.30 talk until 6.45..tell each other our prob n fan nao..lol..then decided to go buy drinks..then instead bought titbits too..lol..picnic??haiz..then go void deck beside my block..sit there..talk talk..play play..around plus..i suggest we take pictures..then took alot..but oni feel like posting these few..lol..then go home le..she change alot le..her hairstyle..her face change the most sia..lol..very fun..laughing away..kana alot alot alot of mosquitoes bite..T.T..sobx..going out with her next week..to buy her skirt..lol..
begin with wat happen in school..cherie late..she reach at 7.18..was supposed to meet her at 7..i say as early as possible..but in the end....lucky nv late..late also nvm ba..when we rush into the school...all of them already standing up le..adjusting the tie n scarf..haiz..then sing national anthem..take pledge..then sing school song.."cry out..near and far..for our..."..lol..follow by the pupils creed.."we the pupils of chong boon secondary..."haha!!then sit down read newspaper..cause wednesday..haiz..then after tat..the band perform dunno 3 or 4 songs..nice ah!!was listening to the music and at the same time listening to benedick n xuan ru talking crap..lol...they sitting beside us nia..laughing away..talk about sick stuff..omg..lol..then go back class..nth to do de..slept in the science lab today..lol..while cherie was busy collecting the apparatus..(dunno how to spell) and busy doing the experiment..then dia pull my hand away from the fire..she scare i will kana burn of i move..lol..then wake up by her..then do the experiment..drop the visking tube..inside got starch..lol..then clean up..keep playin n playin..dia n cherie splashed water..until the part tats not supposed to be wet also wet..lol..HAHA!!... ...dotx..then went for music..create our own beat according to the song..then maths lesson..OMFG!!hate it like hell..was writing my own thing under the desk..then..RINGGGG...go for np de speech day arrangement?fall in in the parade square with red cross n ncc...then they mark the place with tape..then go le..haiz..
NOTE!!
i never say i like you..you also nv ask me..then suddenly like tat..i dunno how to deal with it..sobx..ahh!!..haiz..T.T..kill me la..
you nv ask me wat exactly i wan then you make decision yrself..WAT THE!!
If you nv like this..maybe things won't be like this..n i wouldn't feel this way about you...but..you chose this way..i got no choice..
and most IMPORTANTLY..my heart beat again for him le..not you..sorry..(please dun comment on this part...it will not be appreciated!!)haiz..





Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Ooo..sianz..haiz..nth to do these few days..hmmm..actually wanna tell you..i maybe got a bit.......you.......but i dunno myself..cause i don wan to go think...but two idiot who is the one sitting beside me n the one sitting beside the person sitting beside me..lol..force me to go think..haiz..hmm..scare kana hurt or blah blah..most importantly i still like_ _ _ _ _ _..get it?lol..haiz..nvm if you dun..btw..for those who read this and know who is it..plz dun tell it out on the tag..especially.........!!!!nvm..dun talk about this le..2nd April 07..11:34:56..the shockiest..(dunno got this word anot)thing happen in my life..lol..he..tell..me..he............AH!!!OMG!!save me!!die le die le..dunno how to respond..and his...his..b..l..o..g...ah..kill me..sobx..nvm..
nth happen these few days..except today i dunno why..for watever reason..go shout at cherie..throw my temper..arghh..scream at her..then after when i cool down..i apologized to her..lol..i dunno wat had gone over me..i seems to get irritated over everything..T.T..help..i dunno wat heppen to me..nvm..guess Lm n dia know what i'm thinking now..cause they read wat i wrote..haiz..but the oni one who really understand how i feel is LM..haiz..sad..so many things happen at one go..T.T..all the people around me has been lying and lying..why!!not tired ah??haiz..sad..why all like tat de..why so fake..make until i like very fake le..no..is you who forced me to change to the girl you all nv know..nv know what she's thinking..wahahaha..not joking ah..serious..haiz..gonna have full dress rehearsal this thursday..it means another round of suffering??omg..leg gonna cramp again??muscles ache??fell sick??see doc??need "him" to remind me to eat medicine??omg..NO!!T.T..btw..wanna tell him
-->gimmi 2 weeks time..i'll try to confessed..at most is 1 mth..i hope this time will be as serious as the previous de..:)..hopefully ah..kk..nth le..byebye..


Monday, April 02, 2007

SPEECH DAY rehearsal






GROWTH CAMP/Sungei buloh trip..



























still got alot of pic de..but no time upload..next time then upload..









Nth much..haiz..went school..then play play..stay back..talk to mr yeow about working stuff..then today "he" come school..take report book with another person..name..... .........then after that..tat person go shout from third floor ask me go up find "him"..so me, jocelyn and cherie went up..then i snatch his report book see..then after that..they two about to go le..but in the end they sitting at the security guard de house there..with shirley..last year 4e2 de..then after tat..bapok called me go find them there..so me..n cherie walk there..i was like dunno why damn nervous..lol..then after tat..they say he got things wanna tell me..in the end i keep walking away..but he say he can't rmb what he wan say le..so he jzu say bye..he say he wan say bye to me nia..i see..so we walk back..something happen on the way..then after tat..i go toilet..and ........ ....... .....get it??not do business..but..kk..nvm..lol..then suddenly recieved a call from him..but it was that another person talking..ask me go "his"hse play..i ask play wat..then he say juz play..so me n dia go lor..then when reach his hse..we sit down on the floor..then that another guy keep teasing about me n "him"..grr..lol..then after that..around 5.45..we go home le..then when walking out of his hse..he say"早走早好"wat the..then dun ask us go "his" hse la.. ..dotx...grr...crap..then me n dia went 7-11..then go home le..then eat dinner..walk tv..then use com..found out something which is quite shocking ah..but nvm..haiz..wun say out here..tats all..byebye..


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