haiz..today so sianz..VALENTINE DAY LEH!!!... ..no one accompany me..only got 2 box of chocolate..1 lollipop..2 sweets..and 33 greeting smses..lol..nvm..receiving more on friday..haha..:)..sianz la..went fot that stupid fieldtrip..damn lame loh..so hot..like anytime will explode loh..phew...bought one small cherry tomato for $2...quite cheap la.. ...can say so??nvm..then after tat went to meet Birdie at amk..kana shua(make fun)by him and his friends..grr.. ...horrible loh..waited for 1hr!!!nvm..while waiting..suddenly saw a familiar figure walking towards my direction..knew its him..but not too sure..tell myself its not him.so pretend nv see first..then when he walk closer..omg..realised its really him..when he;s in front of me..i kinda tearing le....then after tat went forward to ask him who ask him here..thought is birdie..then he say is his friend..he going play pool..shui jiao ni lai de??(who ask you come de)tat's the only thing i dare say..i was speechless..totally shocked to see him there..then watch him walked away..suddenly like got something knocking and pulling inside me..sobx..T.T....its like at that moment..i realy wish i could go forward and....haiz..nvm..black shirt with pink-purple writing and a jean...is wat he wore...haiz..i also dunno why..the more i see him..my "impression" for him will get more and more blur and more and more unclear...and i kinda miss him more..wish to see every single second...haiz..second guy i'm so serious...should be the first guy i'm DAMN SERIOUS!!juz can't forget him..trying damn hard..damn freaking hard...to get him off my mind..and i wanna say sorry to the other one..he himself should know who...its fate that i can nv be with the one i love...nv ever..trying really really hard to forget him..I"M SORRY!!i still love you..<3..haiz..