haiz..really damn freaking boring!!!very irritated..very sian..at first when everythings happen..i thought i could forget this relationship and carry on..but i was wrong..there isn't a single day i nv think of it..loving someone is really hard..especially when you hv to listen to ppl saying.."he like this gal..he like tat gal..he and tat gal very compatible..he and tat gal like very cute couple"..you will go crazy..it really hurts to hear all these..it hurts my heart..i just have to act happy in front of others..i'm really tired of all these..how i wish we have never met..never started..now i'm the only one struggling to forget everythings..every single things..but at least he allow me to better understand whats love..understand tat true love exist..it juz hurts my heart when i think of the past..it will make me cry..i really can't stand it anymore..really can't..sobx..