so sad..me and him seem to have drift further and further..never even consider then hit each other le..although i know that its very pain..but i juz can't be bother..no idea why..haiz..very sad..really missed everything that happen from 12/2/06 till 23/5/06..its so unforgettable loh..why a sudden break down??I shouldn't have break down!!!the hardest thing to do..is to watch the one you love..love sombody else..it hurts..:'(...To me..it seem as if we can't even be frienz anymore..i've learnt a lesson..never fall in love with someone you know will never last long..a guy you know will never love you forever..it really hurts to love you..it hurts even more trying to forget you..and every moment we've spend together..Miss the days you say you love me..really miss..NO MATTER wat i do..i juz can't forget you..i hate myself..really hate myself for falling in love with you..

wow!!!today a damn fun day..play catching until siao..from 3.30 till 6++..with eugene..zhenliang..shazly..claudia and kuan ann..damn nice loh..its running around the whole school loh..cool sia..very fun..wat the loh..tat zhenliang say wat..i'm the joker of the year..cause when we playing..i was the catcher..then i walk past them..they were on my left..yet i didn't see them..they were like looking at me..i only look front and right..but never look to the left..diao loh..cause i was following eugene..then he suddenly disappear..miracle sia..then founded out he was with tat zhenliang..sitting there relaxing..yet i was running around like crazy!!!!

juz founded out another sad thing..haiz..so sad..it actually concern my good frienz loh..very sad..feel as if i'm betray..but actually not la..cause she dunno anything..
feel like avoiding her..but i can't..i seem to have given up on him..i didn't cry when i found out about this thingy..i juz tear loh..cool..glad i've forgotten him!!!:-)very happy..now me gonna concentrate on...ermmm..bleah!!!hope i can really get over him..i finally realised that you can get over a person no matter how important he is to you..it juz need a period of times..i realised that its really not worth to die over a person that doesn't care..a person that cause so much suffering and pain..its not worth to cry over a person who will never cry over you..its not WORTH to love a person who never gonna love you back the way he do anymore..really..

haiz..really damn freaking boring!!!very irritated..very sian..at first when everythings happen..i thought i could forget this relationship and carry on..but i was wrong..there isn't a single day i nv think of it..loving someone is really hard..especially when you hv to listen to ppl saying.."he like this gal..he like tat gal..he and tat gal very compatible..he and tat gal like very cute couple"..you will go crazy..it really hurts to hear all these..it hurts my heart..i just have to act happy in front of others..i'm really tired of all these..how i wish we have never met..never started..now i'm the only one struggling to forget everythings..every single things..but at least he allow me to better understand whats love..understand tat true love exist..it juz hurts my heart when i think of the past..it will make me cry..i really can't stand it anymore..really can't..sobx..

everything seem to go unnoticed..nth goes right..everythings wrong..haiz..watever i do is always wrong..watever they do is always right..wat logic is this??so lame..really in a damn freaking mood..

ah..very long nv tag le..very sian loh..this few day..dunno wat to do..slacking everyday..miss those days before 23rd may06..haiz..perhaps we are not fated..nowadays..there isn't much fun in class le..so boring..life is so boring..no use carry on le..lol..jkjk..so sad..nothing interesting..no mood..in a very bad mood..hate everythings in this world..sobx..
tats all folks..

HI!!diao..nowadays nothing fun or special..so boring..haiz..tat shazli hor..haiz...keep saying wat thingy..haha..well..hmmm..nothing todo..haha..bye bye

Haiz..Wats the feeling i've been having??its like a mixture of confusion..pain..sad..scared..nervous..and angry..very the uneasy when i saw him..very confused..wanna know if wat shazli say is true!!!hope it is ba..sobx..very sad..can't stop thinking..MISS HIM...nothing special this week..as per normal..except after npcc on wat shazli told me..bye bye..