haiz..got so many problem..so stress..dunno wat to do..juz hope i can forget him..anyway thx 4 those who console me..especially claudia,eugene and irwin..thx very much..dunno how to handle so many things at one time..gonna collasped..no mood to do anything..finding things to do to keep myself occupied..so won't think so much..haiz..juz too stress..*******should i accept him??don't wanna get into a relationship anymore..scare of being hurt again..juz wanna concentrate on my studies now..don wanna care so much anymore..feel like crying..need a shoulder to cry on..a guy one maybe..their's are stronger and have sense of secure..haiz..tat's all ba..